Balaji Darshan!!!!!

Balaji darshan......really divinely and everytime it gives a feeling that this time it was better than before...yeah i am taking about lord venkateswara darshan in tirupatti.....offlate...touchwood we have been visiting there every two months....i said touchwood becos i remember my parents saying right from childhood that Only if he wishes to give darshan we get to see him....else whatever u try we wont get it...and frankly once i even had that experiene of going to tirupati and not seeing him and returned back...but people believe me the return journey to my place was really horrible....so from then (even befoer that incident) i have a firm belief if gone to tirupathi without seeing him no return...but that time it was kind of a pressure from someother person who was part of that trip to return citing some reasons which are reasonable to THEM alone!!!!!!anyway without drifting from what i wanted to say....the main interest to write this piece is to share the good exp of the trips have made so far...especially by walking up the hill to have darshan....that is really entising...really am telling you walk and go ...am sure you wl get darshan so quickly and also the darshan even if it is for few seconds or minute(if lucky) it is really awesome...and for me everytime after the logn wait when i get to see the god my eyes is always filled with tears...it is sure out of joy....yeah i am like that...for me over happiness or sadness my eyes are filled with tears.....somehow that god is really mesmerising...he is really kalyuga perumal...though i am god fearing at times when i see scientifically i get a thot if god really exists...but definitly when i touch the soil of tirumala i really a divine feeling and also feel the existence of god....though people may say if the GOD exists why there is disparities among the darshans (like there are VIP crowd who just enter the main door and finish the darshan n leave in few minutes wherein the aam janta stands for hours together to just have glimpse of lord) but irony to it i feel the VIP darshan is available for persons who is a well deserving one cos any aam general public dnt get that access so that person shud have some extra skills or talent to reach to a level to become a VIP which is really adorable...intially i use to feel hurt and also angry at times why this disparities ..but later on i learnt to tell my mind instead of cribbing wy the system is like this try to become one who u are envying ot cribbing..so from next time i stand in queue and see some VIP i tell to myself whn my turn will come to come as a VIP....so this is also one of the management thinking...being positive ot assertive...or take things in a way that will benifit onself...but seriously one thing is for sure...till we reach the temple or the darshan queue we get to face lot f things i mean the things that really piss u off like the littering of public in temple premises,the taxi/jeep wala try to cheat you,the shopwalas really charge atleast 4-5 rs above the MRP rates in busstands and to be more specific the public toilets in tirupathi bus stands is one of the worst maintained and still they charge rs.5 per person and they do it this way by having a board above thier colelction table saying the entry fee is re.1...so like this lot of small things will piss u off till u reach the temple but once u reach there its amazing..frankly when u walk from down to uphill it is really 14 kms and it takes 4-5 hrs average to reach the top.....i am teling u out of experince...if we generally do a trek or a mountainerring the next day we may have real pains in jjoints for next one week or so..but this one the next day i am perfectly fine and ready for the routine...so its a good experience so far to especially walk and have darshan and the walks are very dear insense ina selffish way becos the food that we get to have enroute is really awesome...exp the DOSAS and lime sodas....they are my all time favourite(even my hubbys)...
so guys in all means the balaji darshan is really divine and awesome bringing some real good experiences so far for me and even the readers i wish u to have atrip down once in a while to this great place but pls while u go am sure u may have lot of negative things but still leave those thoughts for some time and just concentrate on god...am sure u have a really enchanting exp....
with this i am signing off...chau!!!!!!